Triangle.Square.Parallelogram.

2009-09-22T11:05:00.000-07:00

Hari Raya was the same old routine.How I wish I was younger,I really enjoyed it then.Really sucks to be the only 19 years in the extended family.I don't get the meaning of Hari Raya.I realised that people take their families for granted.We are forced to visit them because of an obligation not a want.The phrase 'maaf zahir dan batin' is so common now,it doesn't sound that truthful.

This year really is different.I feel no spirit,no sense of occasion.Nothing.All I hear now is gossips not banter.Really sad.I really miss my late grandfather.I may not have been close to him,but eversince his passing.The family is abit disjointed.I may be wrong but this year shows it is.Dont get me wrong,its not like this is a major problem.Its more of the bonds slowly loosening.

Life.

(This is my point of view.Sure there may be mistakes but its all from the heart)

2009-09-16T08:56:00.001-07:00

I wish you could just open up more.I feel useless if you keep hiding things from me.This is not the first time too.

2009-09-14T10:07:00.000-07:00

I just went to geylang for like the 3rd time,eventhough I do not fancy the place.Well,maybe the food is the only attraction.That place is havoc especially during weekends.

After 3o mins walking around that place,I got the feeling that my body was slowly roasted to perfection,marinated with my sweat.If duwi,you got the human version of bak kwa or deng deng.Enough to feed a village of impoverished africans whose women have saggy tits due to the non-existence of push up bra's.

Anyhow,my test is coming!Wish me luck!

2009-09-12T11:50:00.000-07:00

Sometimes what you really want is impossible to achieve.Unfortunately,we are so stubborn that we neglect the people who you care the most.

I really despise the fact that people are choosing friends.I really hope they will get their fair share of karma.I hate the holidays,rotting at home is very unhealthy.

i cant figure out why we are facing financial difficulties.

SOP

2009-09-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

I didnt know that to be a qualified security guard could be so tough.The things you must memorise is so bloody confusing.The final test is really scary.I must pass.

Funny how I can be so motivated to study something if money is the reward.Maybe if SP were to hand out cold hard cash for doing well,I wont have such a low GPA in the first place.

Yes.In case you didnt know,Im a bit of a sucker with cash.Very bad at saving,very good at spending.

Hebat.

2009-09-05T09:17:00.000-07:00

When I read that shout out.I know where I stand.Neither here nor there.Unstated.Unrecognised.

Some days,you feel like you are on top of the world.However on other days,shit piles on you so fast without a second notice.I am feeling the latter.

Already Im having doubts on playing soccer.Now I have doubts to make other people happy.

Life.

Cant stop feeling.

2009-09-01T11:50:00.000-07:00

Eversince the match,Ive been really unhappy with myself.I really had a bad game.I never played that bad before.Im not saying I am good at football,but at least there is a certain standard to be met.I obviously didnt reach it.

What is more demoralising is that the manager wants to reshuffle the whole team and drop some players out.I got a bloody feeling I am one of them.I never felt this way before.I really do not know where I lost my confidence.It seems I have become more hesitant.

For once,I felt that I am a liability.

Nike

2009-08-22T21:25:00.001-07:00

Training will start at 5pm later.God knows how am I going to survive later.I hope we shall not do any more positioning drils again.Bloody boring.

But before that,I shall buy my Super ligera!

Maritime Law

2009-08-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

Law is such a bitch.

The Probability Of Cock

2009-08-19T00:29:00.000-07:00

Financial Management went well.Now,probabilities are my next worry.

Financial Meltdown

2009-08-18T16:48:00.000-07:00

I am a few hours away from being mindfucked by one of the most redundant modules ever.I know most of the calculations,but not the reason why I have to the calculation in the first place.

Its like having sex but not knowing whats the purpose of it.

Dead.

I just love the feeling of setting up a new blog.

2009-08-18T10:13:00.000-07:00

Blog-hoppers rejoice!Ilyas is back!

Fuck you.

This blog will be more of my opinions on issues rather than my everyday life.I think.It depends which is more interesting.But one thing is for sure.

Every single detail will be exaggerated.No kidding.

testings

2009-08-18T08:52:00.001-07:00

haha